So my best
friend/love of my life is going into the Marines
I guess I'm glad he wants to do something for our country
But my dad was in the Marines so I know that Dillon can't use
his phone when he leaves in October
This is going to suck because I talk to Dillon all day, every
day.
I don't know if I can not talk to him.
I mean I know he'll write to me but it's not the same
When ever I had a suicidal thought, some how he knew and would call
me.
What will happen if I have a thought and he's not there to talk
me out of it?
Will I die?
Will I fight through it?
Will he come back safe?
Will he come back at all?
I just hope we both make it alive til I get to see him in December
when I go to California to get him.
I can't live a life without him.
I used to pretend to be so many different things to try to fit
in.
I pretended so much that I didn't know who I was.
But when I met him,
He helped me find the real me that was hidden inside.
He helped me be what I am now.
I love him so much.
I can't imagine a life without him...
So my best friend/love of my life is going into the Marines I
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Jan 18, 2012 7:18pm
fionarose · 1 decade ago
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You can do it, whenever you want to die or anything like that just think of how much it would hurt him, and of how much you need to be there to see him in December. You have to have faith that he will come back safe. I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone
xx