So
I'm sitting here staring at my pocket knife...
No matter how many times I've told myself I wouldn't cut
myself again...
I'm just ready to give up. I know my life hasn't been the
worst... but it hasn't been easy either.
I lost my grandpa 4 years ago in february. 3 months later I
lost my mom. I miss them so much. They were 2 of the most important
people in my life. I lost them both in such a short time. It
was getting better with them gone with the help of my friends.
No to long ago, I asked my best friend out and he said yes. I was
so happy. When I hung out with the next day and he said he changed
his mind. I was heartbroken. I had finally stopped crying myself to
sleep everynight only a few months before that. Now I'm back to
crying myself to sleep almost every night. I hate it...
so here i am still staring at my pocket knife. It's so
tempting. I just don't know what else to do... I feel so numb a
lot of the time now...
So I'm sitting here staring at my pocket knife... No matter
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Jan 17, 2012 2:37pm
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luvlygrl123 · 1 decade ago
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Caitlin, I can't bring them back, and I can't make Pat take you back. I can't change anything that happened but I can be here for you when you need me. If you want to talk you know my number. <3