this pain is getting to much to bear
it seems like its always been there
as tears stream down my face and blood drips down my wrist... it s t a y s
after all of these painful days
i wish this horrible feeling would go away
just for one day i wanna be okay
i smile to hide everything im going through
i dont kno what else to do
even when i wana break down and cry
or lay in my bed and just die
i just try to smile and hide it all
keep my head up and walk t a L L