WHAT HAPPENED TO
ME??
I used to feel emotion. I used to
actually care.. but i sat there and watched 3 of my closest
friends dissapear from my life. I didn't do a single thing
about it. Nomatter what i do, i cannot get sad. I can't shed
a single tear. My whole inside is numb. I would trade lives with
anyone, just to be able to feel again. I can get happy, but not
ever sad. I want to cry, but i cant. Someone told me they were
jealous of my ability to do that, its not gift, its a
curse. Maybe if i actually got upset, and felt sadness, and loss
again, i wouldn't be in this mess. I hate this. I
want help.
