You dont
understand how i feel, you dont know what its like to be
forced to move into a new group of people and having to
make friends. i may look like im strong enough to handle
it all but really? durring the day im calm, quiet, and
polite. when i get home? i go straight to my room and cry
into my pillow. you just CANT understand, until you
experience it. you have never been torn from your friends
and had to keep yourself calm for show. everytime i go to
school its like im an actor. (trust me. im the best dang
actor around) i know that some of you may understand how
i feel but i just put this on for my friend to see so
that she will understand. 9if she even figures out that
its her) i still love her but i went from having like 20
really good & trusting & close friends to
one. im sorry that this took up space on our
beautiful witty profiles. but... i had to chanel my
thoughts somewhere and i dont have dance until tuesday so
im sorry. but i need
advice. please?