Witty sisters, I need some help. This is a little long, and I'm sorry. But please..
This may sound very childish, and not very serious, but I'm seriously stuck on what to do. There's this girl, her name is Ashley. She used to be my best friend, but now I can't stand her. Anyways, when Ashley used to be my best friend, she dated this very attractive guy named Ryan for a little over a year. I couldn't like my best friends boyfriend, so I pushed the feelings to the side and forgot about it. Shortly before they broke up, my best friend for over 13 years, Amy, started to have feelings for Ryan. He ended up liking her back. Ryan and Amy aren't dating, because Ashley decided to cheat on Ryan so he doesn't want to put himself at risk for getting hurt again. Ryan and Amy have kissed and had a few make out sessions though. Ryan does like her, but he also said he likes someone else, he just wont tell me who. Me and Ryan are best friends. We tell each other everything and he's ALWAYS there for me, and I try to be there for him too. On Dec. 27th, I left for London. It was a marching band trip. Ryan is also in marching band and went on the trip too. There was a lot of drama on this trip, and Ryan was there for me even when I was bawling my eyes out. We were there over new years, so the hotel threw a party for us. Me and Ryan danced together and had a really fun time. That's when I realized how much I like him and that I can't push back the feelings anymore. I came home on the 3rd, and realized how in love with him Amy truly is. I'm afraid to tell either of them how I feel about Ryan. I don't know how. I don't want to loose either of them, and I DON'T want things to get awkward between me and Ryan. He's my rock and I don't have any clue what I'd do without him. At the moment, Ryan has no clue. So what do I do, sisters? Do I tell him and Amy and risk our friendships, or do I just not tell anyone? Right now, only 1 person knows. The only reason she knows is because I didn't have access to the internet in London to vent about him and I had to tell someone. What do I do? Please help...