My face is blank, my eyes stare, my mind
wanders.
Suddenly, I get a lump in my throat, and my eyes begind to
burn.
My vision is blurred, it's my worst fear. Crying in
public.
I snap back to reality, & run to the bathroom. I stare into
the mirror.
I look away fast & scared, I wasn't strong enough this
time.
I walk to the door, and put the biggest smile on my face.
I open the door& walk out, knowing I'll pay for this
later.
The deeper the cut, the stronger I'll be next
time.