2012 has already gone to
hell for me. (Highlight)
My mom basically hates me.
My mom hates my friends. My mom hates my hair. My mom hates my
personality now. My mom hates my attitude. My mom hates me. I want
to cry but I can't. My mom yelled at me in front of my friends.
My sister told my mom stuff about me.
But what is sad is that I am trying to change to get away from my
bulimia and the lies. As if I am running away. I can't handle
it anymore. I can't handle my family, I can't handle
fighting bulimia, I can't handle hiding everything from my mom.
I CAN'T HANDLE ANYTHING IN MY LIFE IN THE MOMENT. I wish I
could just put everything on pause and take time to just cry. Cry
about everything wrong. Cry about everything about me, everything
about my life.
At this moment in my life I honestly feel as if nobody cares for
me. And as if I can't do anything right anymore.
Sarah, Megan, I know. You're right. I need help. Not for the
Bulimia. But for everything going on in my life. I don't want
my mom to know. But I don't want any adults to know either. I
need to talk to you. As soon as possible. Don't text me though,
my mom might see it. Call me.
2012 has already gone to hell for me. (Highlight) My mom basically
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ShortStuff16 · 1 decade ago
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Rachael I can't call now... I have absolutely NO privacy and I know that's kinda important for right now but I will call you as soon as I can... I promise. Please don't hurt yourself... I love you too much. Stay strong I love you.<3