I've just kinda came to the conclusion
that there's no more "me and you" and there won't be for a while
I'm done praying and hoping that you'll end things with her
and realize that we'd be perfect together. Yeah, there's gonna
be days that I miss you. There's gonna be days where I'll
want you back. There's gonna be days where I need you so bad.
But who doesn't have those days.
I've just kinda learned to accept that if she's what makes you happy
then so be it.
One day, you're gonna realize she treats you like absolute dirt
and that I was always all you ever needed, but for now,
as the best friends we used to be,
I'm genuinely happy for you.
And I want you to know that.
I want our friendship back to what it was
before all the crap and I really think it could happen if we both try.
I'm sorry I've been so bitter about all of this.
But I really am happy for you.
And I'm living life for me now. I'm actually happy now.
I don't wanna sit around and be sad about not being with you
and wishing for things to change anymore.
One day, you might look back and regret everything you did to me
but it won't matter because I really don't care anymore.
Life's too short to live with regrets and what if's.
You've made me stronger than I've ever been before
and I just want you to be happy
even if it's not with me.
I'm sorry for everything I've said and everything that made us fall apart.
Hopefully you'll see this. ♥
^this is the caption on one of my Facebook pictures to my ex best friend/boyfriend. Our friendship is better than it was, but not back to what it was before. Should I tag him at the end?