Look At Me.

Am I okay? Look at me. Really look at me. For once. Look at my stomach and tell me if that looks okay to you. Look at my ribs. Im not even sucking in. Does that look akay to you? Look at my arms. They are covered in scabs and scars. Look at my legs. You'll find the same thing there. Does that seem okay? Look at my face. Its tired and baggy from lack of sleep. Its red and puffy from crying. Is that okay? Look at how I dress. Notice how I never wear any color brighter than purple anymore? You think that maybe, theres a reason for that? And you still think Im okay? I dont know how I can show you any more than this. But please, learn to take a hint. Learn to look at me. Just for once. Im begging you too see:

No. Im Not Okay.