Im fine.
 

 Im not fine. Im anything but fine. Im trying to be strong, but my hearts broken, my head hurts,  Im trying not to cry, when all I want to do is breakdown. I miss someone who doesnt even think about me. I hate my self for it, but they're all I want. I hate being alone, but I dont want to be with anyone, if its not them. I feel like a failure. I feel like there's something wrong with me, because they left so easily.   I keep listening to sad songs, because thats all I can relate to. I just want to be happy, and the only way to be happy, is if I'm with them again, in their arms,  snuggled up and feeling safe. I feel weak and vulnerable but I cant open up to anyone.  But I'm going to tell you I'm fine, because I don't want you to worry, or talk about any of this, because it hurts to bad,  &I don't want to cry, and look stupid. So yeah, I'll say I'm fine, and sit here and smile, and hope  you believe me, but really I'm just hopeless&dying inside. 

Yeah, Im fine.