Alone Again
Chapter 2
A true story
After the simple breakup, I told everyone. I felt no more stress at night. And, I tried so hard for you, but dropped you so easily. I felt better. Like someone had cured the wound in my heart, which had been growing with each passing day. I gained 2 new crushes a week and a bit later. I won't mention their names though. But, with the hours, minutes, seconds - passing, I was growing and swelling inside. Your smile, its so . . - I don't even know. You, you are perfect, when you are you. Not when you wear a tight jacket, a baseball cap and super skinny black jeans. Or when you wear your tight sneakers. I like you wearing baggy jeans, baggy sweaters, no hat and messy hair, loose shoes - thats the you I like. So when you wore that outfit, and I watched you start to cry as your teeth chipped out because your mom couldn't come to pick you up, I felt something in my heart. It was growing, still. But I couldn't go back to you. Not so soon. But I notice that you stare at me. I notice you talk to me and treat my like we are still dating. This makes my heart feel like someone is playing a guitar, giving sweet notes, making me swell, including - especially - my heart. I love you again. <3