Nowhere
But Up...
SIXTEEN
Rose's
POV
I left Alice to cry about her dentist. She
was acting so strange, it was kind of hard to be around
her.
I sat down on the couch and inspected the dress.
Alice was right. It was perfect.
I couldn't focus on anything except Justin, so I decided to
take a nap.
Maybe I'd dream about him.
I put the dress on the coffee table and spread out on the
couch, willing myself to fall asleep.
"Why did I have three cups of coffee?" I
groaned.
After a while, my mind relaxed, my body went to mush, and I was
asleep.
**In Dream**
I stood up and inspected my dress. Perfect blue.
"Hey-hey!" Alice said, walking into my room.
"You ready?" She asked. She smoothed her perfect hair
to the side.
"Nice dress." I said, picking up my purse. Her dress
was better than mine, more expensive-looking. It was purple
with sparkly blue flowers lining the bottom hem. My perfect
blue suddenly seemed like boring blue in comparison.
"Nice dress yourself." She said.
I smiled, even though I knew she was just being polite.
"This is going to amazing." I said. She opened my
door for me and we walked down the stairs and into my living
room.
"Bye Mom!" I called. I shut the door behind myself
and we ran to Alice's car.
This was before Alice got her car taken away because she was
diagnosed as mentally ill.
"Hop in!" Alice said sweetly.
She hadn't changed personalities once.
We must've been going to...
"Uh..." Why couldn't I get myself to go back
inside? This was MY dream. Aren't I supposed to be able to
change it?
But, Dream-Rose got into non-crazy Dream-Alice's car and
they sped down the road.
"Okay, so, I'm obviously designated driver, so I'm
not drinking tonight. Are you?" Dream-Alice asked.
"No." I said firmly. That was what got me in trouble
in the first place. No, I would not be drinking.
Dream-Alice led the way into the party and headed off into the
dim lighting with some girls, and Dream-Rose went straight for
the beer.
No, no, no! Why couldn't I stop myself from walking
over?
I drank one beer, then two, and by the time I finished my
fourth I was already kissing Timmy in the backyard. There was
no turning back now.
I had to wake up. I had to.
**Author's
Note: This chapter is to help you guys put together why
Alice is the way that she is. More on this later.
Another chapter this afternoon/evening and maybe one
tonight.
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