i hate my life


i hate everything that it has come to.

i hate that im so insecure, sad, and lonley that i have to hurt myself

i hate that he loves her, again.

i hate that she is living my perfect life and she doesn't think she is

i hate that he will never love me like he loves her

i hate that i have no one to actually be there for me

i hate that everynight i overthink way to much and just end up crying so hard that i fall asleep.

i hate that i dont know who my best friends are anymore.

I hate that i have to lie to the people i love.

I hate how many secrets i have.

i hate that every second of the day i want to break down and cry.

i hate that everytime i cross the street, i secretly pray that a car will hit me.

i hate how lost i am.

how im falling apart inside.

i hate that i dont know who i am anymore.