Please read?

If you look at me you will see a small cheerleader and softball player
with the world at her fingers.
That has the perfect family and everything.
Why would I want it all to end?
Why would I want to be average?
Is it because I am selfish? Maybe.
But just listen.
If you look deep into my eyes,
you will see the pain.
I cry myself to sleep every night.
This isn't the life I wanted.
Having to be perfect all the time.
To have to wear make up to feel beautiful.
Make the right grades for my parents to be proud.
It's not worth it.
I hate it when girls are like I wish I could have the perfect life.
When really. I am jealous of you.
I want to be the quiet shy girl that doesn't
have to wear make up to be gorgeously beautiful.
You see ladies you are perfect just the way you are
& I can promise you that.