I stared at the boy next to
me...he was my so called 'best friend'... I
stared at him... short, silky hair... And I wished he was mine...
But he
didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class he
walked up to me
and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before... And I
handed
them to him... he said 'thanks'... And gave me a kiss on
the cheek... I
wanted to tell him... I want him to know that I don't want to
be 'just
friends'... I love him but I'm too shy to tell him... And
I don't know
why...
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...
My phone rang... On the other end it was him... he was in
tears... Mumbling
on and on about how her love had broken his heart... he asked me
to come
over because he didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I
sat next to him
on the sofa... I stared at his soft eyes... Wishing he was
mine... After 2
hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And a bag of chips... he
decided to go
to sleep... he looked at me.. Said 'thanks' and gave me a
kiss on the
cheek... I wanted to tell him... I want him to know... That I
don't want to
be 'just friends'... I love him but I'm too shy to
tell him... And I don't
know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR...
The day before prom... he walked to my locker... 'My date is
sick' he
said... she's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a
date and in 7th
grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates...
We'd go
together just as 'best friends'... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT...
After everything was over with... I was standing at his front
door step... I
stared at him ... he smiled at me... I wanted him to be mine...
But he
doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then he
said 'I had the
best time... Thanks!'... And he gave me a kiss on the
cheek... I wanted to
tell him... I wanted him to know that I don't want to be
'just friends'... I
love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why...
IT'S GRADUATION DAY...
A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I
could
blink... It was graduation day... I watched him... Perfect
body... Floated
like an angel up on stage to get his diploma... I wanted him to
be mine...
But he doesn't think of me that way... And I know it...
Before everyone
went home...he came to me in his smock and hat... And cried as I
hugged
him... Then he lifted his head from my shoulders and said
'you're my best
friend'... 'Thanks!'... And gave me a kiss on the
cheek... I wanted to tell
him.. I wanted him to know that I wanted to be more than
'just friends'... I
love him but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that he is
getting married
in now... I watched him say 'I do' an drive off to his
new life... Married
to another woman... I wanted him to be mine... But he didn't
see me like
that... And I knew it... But before he drove away... he came to
me and
said 'You came!... Thanks!'... And he kissed me on the
cheek... I wanted to
tell him... I wantd him to know that I didn't want to be
'just friends'... I
love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know
why...
YEARS PASSED...
I looked down at the coffin of a boy who used to be my 'best
friend'... At
the service they read a diary entry he had wrote in his high
school
years... This is what it said... 'I stare at her... Wishing
she was mine...
But she doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I
wanted to tell
her... I wanted her to know... That I don't want to be
'just friends'... I
love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
I wish she would
tell me she loved me'... I wish I did too... I thought to
myself and I
cried.....
REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 20 MINUTES AND
SOMEONE WILL TELL YOU THEY
LOVE YOU
AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU... BUT IF YOU
BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL HAVE
RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 13
YEARS!!
SINCE YOU OPENED THIS
SOMETHING GOOD
WILL
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ohhhh yea and btw today is
MY
BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! DONT HATE... ALL U
HATERS!!!!!!!!
