Unaccepted Love
Part 4
My
eyes were wondering round the streets as I was looking out the
window. I watched the small water droplets racing down the
window screen. All was heard were the window wipers screeching
against the glass and Justin’s heavy breathing.
“He we are.” he announced as he pulled over into a
driveway. I gazed upwards and saw a large house with a water
fountain sprinkling in front of it. “Do you like
it?”He smiled. “Like it!”I shouted “I
Love it!” He silently chuckled and looks into my eyes. My
thoughts and emotions were lost as I was drowning into his deep,
brown eyes. I suddenly woke as thunder shook the air.
“Hurry up and come inside” he said as he dragged me
out of the car and across the stony path. His hand yanked
open a large silver door and I stepped onto a creamy door mat. My
jaw dropped at the sight of this house, it was massive. I
couldn’t even think of a word to describe this beautiful
house. “This is my new house “he grinned as he slowly
took of my coat and hung it onto a gold hook.
“Lucky.” I mumbled as I crossed my arms. He dug his
elbow into my stomach and chuckled. I rushed into a room
which I was expecting to be a kitchen. I was starving; all I
could think about was food. “Hungry?” he questioned.
“Yes!” I said in excitement. He held my hand and
walked me into a room with food on a large marble table. “I
made us both dinner” he exclaimed. I sat in the chair which
he was holding out for me. “Thanks.”I stammered. I
was speechless. He made dinner for both of us at his new house.
We both started to munch on our food which appeared to be a pasta
bake with a glass of wine. I gagged at the smell of the wine.
“You okay?”He asked. “I hate to be rude but I
don’t like wine.”I said shyly. He stood up and took
my glass with a hurt look on his face. “Not much of a
drinker then?”He blurted.”That’s okay; I have
some coke for you.” When we both got back to eating I
thought I should ask some questions. “I guess you
won’t be living next to me anymore then “I mumbled as
I stirred my pasta in disappointment. Justin places his hand on
my hand. “Don’t worry I’m not leaving you just
yet.” he spoke.
I just smiled and blushed.
“Like I said Selena, you are cute when you blush” he
smiled. I looked up to him and examined his brown hair which
flopped across his forehead. “You always say that” I
sighed. He leaned forward and took a strand of my hair and
placed it behind my ear. “I know, but I know I don’t
always say how beautiful you are” He whispered. “I
think I should” I felt his warm breath on my face. He was
so close to me, if he leaned forward one more inch, our lips
would touch. To save the embarrassment, I leaned back and sunk
into my chair. There was a confused look on Justin’s
face. I think he wanted to kiss me and I stopped it. I mentally
slapped myself. I couldn’t believe how selfish I was.
“Don’t worry, you’re not selfish” Justin
muttered. I raised my eyebrows at him and i lost my word.
“W-what?” I stuttered. “You are easy to
read Selena” He said as he stroked my knuckles. I felt his
skin on my hand, it was soft and warm. I looked up to him, hoping
to make eye contact. For some reason, Justin was avoiding eye
contact me. I knew I should of let him kiss me.
