Dear future boyfriend,
         I wish you so much luck with me.. I'll be really shy and quiet at first, but  please don't give up on me. I have loads of trust issues, and they're not going to go away. I hate other girls. I hate commitment, so if I'm in a relationship with you then you better know you're God damn special. I get jealous relatively easy. I'm a pushover. I won't ever say "sorry" first. Call me in the middle of the day just to hear my voice. I'm afraid to go farther than kissing. Don't make me try anything I'm not ready for. I hate being forced into things. I'm stubborn. I want to hear about your past girlfriends, but not too much about them. I'm nothing like other girls. I won't do what you tell me to, so don't bother telling me what to do. Tell me when I'm doing something you don't like. Don't be a dick about things that bug you though. Tell me if you need help with something. Don't act like you know it all. Cuddle with me. Hang out at my house with me if I'm sick (which never happens anyway). Call me before I go to sleep just to tell me cute things. Tell me I'm your one and only, even if it's only for a little. I'm going to make mistakes. We will have arguments. Even if I'm wrong, let me think I'm right just for my own satisfaction. I'll cry and try to shut you out. When I say "I'm fine", tell me I'm not. Kiss me in front of your friends. Don't let me pretend everything is okay. Make me talk about my feelings, otherwise I won't be the same. Tell me I'm beautiful, but don't drown me in compliments, because I will never believe any of them. Please don't lie to me, I hate not knowing things. Don't ever cheat on me. Don't tell me you love me unless you mean it. I'm not going to believe you when you compliment me. I'm full of insecurities and doubts. Good luck with me, really. I'll try to pretend everything is okay even though everyone knows it's not. Dear future boyfriend, I'm going to fall hopelessly in love with you, so please don't break my heart, it's still in the process of recovering..♥
Love, your future girlfriend.