she grabs her ipod. she locks the door,,
and puts her headphones in. she turns up
the music so damn loud that
she can't hear anything. then, she cries.
she cries and cries and cries.
her heart's pounding, and she can't breathe.
the tears keep coming down, and
she thinks "why me?"
she grabs her mascara-stained pillow,
and she screams into it. she screams
"i hate you, i hate you, i hate you!"
she screams it over and over again,
until all the i hate you's turn into
i love you's.