& it happend again. 
i fell for you, thinking you would be different than all the rest.
i told my self this is what i need, after all the previous times guys played me.
boy, was i wrong.
about you,
about us.
this was not what i needed;& far from it.
but what can i do about it? n o t h i n g.                                                                                                   
maybe im just phsycing myself out? but i cant help it.
this is what it started with every other time. 
so im guessing its happening again.