I'm 15 years  old.....
And I have never had a boyfriend. Never held hands with a boy, never anything.
And I feel so stupid.
I know that I shouldn't need a man in my life, but the only reason I havent is because Im not worthy of one. The guy I like deserves the best. Sure, he's made mistakes, But everyone deserves a second chance. He deserves the best.
And I'm not it.
He deserves a pretty girl. A girl that is kind and loving and beautiful.
A Girl that is everything that I'm not.