I remember the first night we ever talked. your best friend and
mine were texting and my best friend told your best friend how cute
i thought you were. I remember the text you sent me that night. hey
qt its will I remember it saying. I remember talking to you for the
rest of the night until you were too tired to stay up and went to
bed. I remember that date too. September 29, 2011 it was. I
remember the next day when I got home from school I sat on the
couch and wondered if I should text you. I remembered my phone
vibrating and it was you. heeyy it said. I remember you came to my
volleyball game that day but i was playing with varsity so you
didnt
see me play. I remember texting you everyday after that. I remember
feelling happy. you were one of the 2 cutest sophomores in the
school and i couldnt believe you were texting me. me. I remember
feeling pretty for once because I wasnt talking to you. popular
you. I remembered finally having self confindence. i remember how
jealous people were and i would just smile and say yeah when they
asked if i talked to you. I remember people telling me you told
your friends you were talking to me. I remember everything you said
to me when you were high. I remember when we were both sad you
couldnt come to my bonfire. but i also remember the day it ended
for us. i remember thinking you liked me but then my best friend
told me she heard from one of you friends you thought of us as just
friends. I remember being sad but knowing we had to start
somewhere. I remember one of your friends texting me and saying
they were going to fix it because they felt bad for. i remember
telling them not to but they did anyway. I remember what they said
and how mad I was. I remember texting to the next day trying to fix
it. I remember how confused you were with everything. And then I
remember we never talked again after that. It all just ended and I
was heartbroken. I remember crying all the time because I thought
we were one day going to be together. I remember thinking I wasnt
ever going to find someone like you. I remember thinking how it was
way to good to be true. I remember finally after long sad days
getting over you. But then I remember when we started texting once
in awhile again. I remember how you became my venting buddy and i
told you everything and you only cared because you liked to be in
on the news and gossip. I remember thinking you actually cared how
I felt. I remember when you and your best friend who set me up with
you came over to go to the bathroom on halloween. I remember how
excited I was that you were finally at my house. I remember every
word you said to me. I didnt care that my family was watching us. I
remember when we grabbed fudge and water and I ate fudge out of you
best friends hand. I remember when you gave me a piece of your
fudge because you had to much and couldn't eat it all. I
remember how I felt about you. The way you looked at me. Your
voice. How tall you were. The fact that you stuttered. I remember
not caring about any flaws you had. I remember thinking they were
all perfect. I remember trying to get over you the second time and
I finally learned you weren't the one. I remember never giving
up. I still know I never will. I want you and hopefully one day ill
get you. I will always remember.
I remember the first night we ever talked. your best friend and
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Nov 26, 2011 4:11pm
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natalie257 · 1 decade ago
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it sucks. like i dated him then watched as he sitll liked his old girl then kinda messed around with him and told him alot of stuff then knew he wouldn't like me after he went to snowball with another girl so i made him hang out with me so i could actually say goodbye. then found out later from my current guy that he cheated on me the first time and now he likes me again.