Letter 1 (My Crush)
Dear Ben,

   My boyfriend. My best friend. My first kiss. My first love. My soulmate. My life. <3 Well Ben, ever since the first time I laid eyes on you, I knew you were gonna have a very special place in my life. I dont know how I knew, I just had a gut feeling, and I was right. You honestly had me liking you from the beginning. You were the funniest person I had met, you were so nice, you were totally drama free, and oh, not to mention, extremely cute (: <3 I wanted you to be mine, so bad. I started liking you in the end of December, so ive liked you for almost a year. (: When I was in Florida and we started texting and becoming really close, and you told me you liked like 6 girls (none of them being me) I admit I was heartbroken. But I still wanted to set you up with Alyssa, because I wanted you to be happy. When  that girl rejected you... she lost the BEST thing she would ever have. I felt so bad when I had to tell you that she said no... you looked so upset, and you didn't deserve to be. I wanted to give you the biggest hug ever, but I didnt want you to find out I liked you. I was really upset she said no cause I wanted you to be happy. But at the same time, I was glad, because this meant I had a chance (: At the end of the school year (in June) I found out from Ashley that you liked me. She told me all the nice things you said about me, and I was so happpy. I admit , I was waiting for you to ask me out (; You didnt, though. School let out. You went to Ohio for about a month, and I didnt even get to say goodbye to you. Then one random day in July, you texted me. I got millions of butterflies, and couldnt stop smiling. We were texting every day, from 8 am to 4 am (or till one of us fell asleep). We totally connected. We had so much in common. We started telling each other everything, NEVER running out of something to talk about. I told you things that i'd never thought i'd tell anybody. And you told me more about your life, than you told anyone else. We admitted we liked each other, and we were saying "I Love You" before we even dated. You were automatically my soul mate. I instantly got a message in my head, saying "This is him. Hes the one. Trust him with everything, and never let him go." and I listened to that voice in my head. <3 I had more feelings for you than I have ever had for ANYONE else. You wanted to wait to ask me out in person.. but I just couldnt wait. So you did it on July 9th, about 4 days after we started talking. I instantly said yes. And we were instantly one of the best couples ever. Our relationship grew, and we talked every day until the end of the Summer. It's now November and we've been dating for about 4 and 1/2 months. These have been the best 4 and 1/2 months of my life. Every weekend, when Im not with you, I just wanna crawl up into a ball and cry. I feel empty when you arent right by my side. You complete me, Ben, and I love you more than anything. No matter what happens with us, you will always have a special place in my heart. But I have a feeling we will last a really long time. So here's to the most amazing guy ever; I Love You Ben. <3 7.9.11 <3