Other Side Of The
World.
Chapter
21.
My feet stopped outside his front door, I
hesitated whether to go back or not, my face was feeling cool
from the air that hit my face.
Should I go back in and sort everything out?
I placed my hand on the door handle I bit my lip trying not to
let a tear out, be grown up Evie.
As I entered someone opened the door before
me, my eye scanned the door.
“What’s up?” he said before
I pushed passed him.
I looked for Eddie who was still cleaning, my
body sunk into the seat next to him. I touched his hand which
felt numb and he pulled it away, probably with the pain that the
glass cut him on.
“I’m sorry” I said looking
at his face which was turned away from me.
“Look just forget it” he spat
standing up, “It’s not like I love
you”
“But you do” I said grabbing his
hand.
“Let go” he said looking at me; I
bit my lip ignoring what he said.
“Look maybe I’m with Alec but
it’ll soon be over between us” I said looking at
him.
“So you’re going to use me till
you split up with Alec?” Eddie said walking off,
“Just go before I do something you
regret.”
“Whatever”I said “And I
lost my virginity to you”
“Whatever” he said walking
off.
I walked out leaning my back against the
wall. I checked my phone to see if I had any missed calls or
messages but they was nothing, not even from
Ruby.
I walked home and saw mom and Paul sat on the
sofa. Mom stood up and came towards me but I ran straight for my
bedroom and laid on my bed looking at the roof.
I looked to see who was online and saw that
Alec was online, my heart skipped a beat once I saw him online, I
didn’t know what to do I didn’t know if to talk to
him or whether I was dreaming, dreams always seem better than
reality now a days.
I didn’t know if he knew about Eddie
and I, should I tell him or should I just leave it and pretending
nothing happened? But before I could think he popped up on
chat.
Alec: Good night last night?
What did he mean by that? Did he know
something was going on between Eddie and me or was I just getting
paranoid, is this what cheating on someone feels like? Guilty and
paranoia?
Me: You could say so (:
Alec: That’s good :D You surviving without
me? (;
Me: A little, hbu? (:
Alec: I miss you a lot, I can’t live without
you babe.
I let out a gulp, if he found out what I did
he would be furious but I guess he couldn’t kill me since
we lived far away from us.
Me: Aw you’re so cute.
Alec: I know I am (; anyway babe I’ve gotta
go mom wants to go in the city, I love you
<3
Me: Bye <3.
*Alec is now appeared
offline*
I shut down my laptop and laid on my bed till
I had the strength to get a cold shower something to numb my pain
and shock.
I never knew I’d be like this. Never
did I think I’d be the cheater in a relationship, but I
guess it could happen to anyone but some people manage to say no
but not me I always do the opposite things.
