*kyle* Okay,
so maybe I do regret it a little. After thinking about the
situation, maybe I shouldn't have punched Kyle. But I was just so
mad, and there was no way i could punch Ash. I had to do something.
I know I should have just talked to him, but what good is talking
when you have fists. I did the first thing that came to my mind.
Well, not really. I wasn't even thinking, I just did the first
thing my body chose for me to do. I didn't seriously injure him,
don't worry. His eye was a little black and blue, but thats all.
Not that I really thought I wanted to, but I know that after i did
that, Ash and I would never work things out. I was so mad at her,
and now she's probably furious with me. I mean, i'd be mad if
someone i loved beat up the other person I love. But I think i have
more of a right to be mad, and i think i had the right to punch
him. what kind of guy kisses his friend's girlfriend. He knew i was
gonna punch him, it couldn't have been unexpected.
*ash* I knew
Kyle would do this. I knew it. I tried to tell cam, I texted him as
soon as i realized what kyle was gonna do. It's not anything to
bad, but he's all bruised up. I'm trying to take care of him as
much as I can. He keeps telling me thats he's fine and he deserved
it. But thats not true, he didn't deserve to be hurt. I will never
understand why guys can't just have bitchy fights like girls. Yeah,
maybe it tears down your interior emotions, but at least you aren't
totally physically hurt. I told kyle to TALK to cam. clearly he
didn't wanna listen. I know i don't have the right to be mad at him
when I'm the reason he did this in the first place. but still, what
kind of guy punches his friend. I don't care how mad you are at
someone, you don't purposely bruise up a friend. I didn't know if i
wanted to work things out with kyle. I still don't know. I mean,
it's kinda hot, and kinda sweet that he cares about me to the
extent that he was so angry someone else had me. but what he did
was so mean, and i think its even hotter than cam took it like a
man and didn't fight back. I just don't know what to do, and i kind
of don't want to know. I wish things would just work out for
me.
