I have never told anyone
this
My biggest fear is not
growing up and getting married or getting married too late . I
want my kids to have grand parents because thats the one thing eme
and my brother never had . I know its not that big of a deal to
some people but it is too me because i dont know what a grand
parent is like. 2 of my grandparents dont even know i exist.
none of them know my brother exists none of them were even alive
too see him. My last grand parent died when i was 3. I have
no memory of her . I'm afraid that i wont get married in time
for my parents to be there with me . if i get married in 12 years
my dad will be 68 will he be able to walk me down the asle .
i'm only 14 . i think about this every day and it kills me .
and people call me desparate . i like pretty much every guy i meet
. because i just want to fall in love . to have my parents at my
wedding . and i want my kids to have grandparents . i have
never told anyone this but every day it kills me.
I have never told anyone this My biggest fear is not growing
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Nov 14, 2011 2:51pm
