Letter to him
I don't wanna love you. I really don't want to. But I do.
And I hate myself for that. I hate the fact that I can't fall
in love with anyone else but you. And I didn't see you for
almost 3 months. I miss you. I miss your look, the way that you
smile, how your cheeks get red and every other things about
you.
It's like this big hole in my heart that I can't fix. I
try to get over you, but everytime I fail I miss you more, the
hole in my heart gets bigger. I want to tell you so much, I
want to know you. I want to say I love you and I want to hear
this words from your mouth too. Tomorrow it's 11.11.11,
11:11. I don't know if it's worth to make a wish about
you. Cuz I know it won't come true. I'm just another
girl, that walks on this planet.
I know I'll get over you, some day, somehow. But till then I
guess I'l lay in my bed everynight with a broken heart and
wishing you'd fix it.
With love, girl you never knew.
