Ever since my one of my best friends told me that she gives up on me and wants basically nothing to do with me i have no fuking clue what to do! I mean she was my bestfriend. She was the one i could always talk to if i was going through the bad stage of my depressipon. I would always go to her for advice or go to her to talk to or just hang out and be silly. Now, now i cant do any of that. I've wanted to commit suicied for a long time and she has known about it and has always been there to help support me but then a week or so ago she told me that sh gives up on me and dosent really wanna have anything to do with me. My whole world came crashing down. As if i hadnt lost enough in my life but now i lost my one of my bestfriends!? I just feel so lost. I dont know what to do. I feel so alone. I can't talk to any other of my friends because i dont want them to worry aboiut me and i dont want to burden them. I just don';t know what to do anymore i feel like i dont have a place in this world.. People always leave me or disown me or i somehow drive them away unintentionally. I am just so over it. I dont want this pain, i don't want this life. I dont want anything anymore.