confession #5
i need to confess some things to my friends.

Dear Michael,
i wish i could date you. i really do. but, do you know how bad that killed me inside when you wouldn't talk to me? when everyone was saying you hated me? when you wouldn't talk to anybody because of me? it hurt, a lot. i need you to know that i didn't want to break up with you, at all. you're the best boyfriend that i have ever had. you are the sweetest, kindest, most perfect boy i have ever met. i'm so glad we made up. but now, it's different. in a good way. we text less, but talk in person way more. and when we do, it's hilarious(: i love you, i really do. i know you love me too. but sometimes i wonder if that's true. i hope it is. i hope we stay friends forever. i need you. i can't believe i told you those things. i can't believe you didn't tell anybody. that proved so much to me. it proved you are an amazing person. nobody gives you enough credit, and i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i yell at you a lot too. i tend to take my anger out on everyone and anyone. sorry it happens to be you a lot.
well, i don't know what else to say. i never want to lose you. i hope i'm your bestfriend(: you saved my life. you truly did. i know you usually tell Alyssa or Jessica everything, but you can tell me anything too. i'll never judge you. hell, you've never judged me. you're absolutley perfect.
Love, Jenna.