It's been awhile since I felt this way, but I'm head of heels for you. I don't know how it happened, I never imagined it this way, but you're all that I want. I literally can't get enough of you. But what tears me apart is how we're not together. We both like each other, so much, but you keep putting college into the discussion. I understand that I plan to not stay here after high school, but you really shouldn't be thinking that far ahead into the future. It's normal to think about it, but we still have a year and a half left of high school. Anything can happen in just a year. In a year you can probably get tired of me and find another girl, you could get offered to some competition on the mainland, I could be offered a scholarship, I may be forced to stay home, or ANYTHING. 
 

All I'm saying is what we have right NOW; it's special. Something I would never give up. I want it to be official, so we can show off to everyone what a relationship should look like. Even if our future includes us separating, I'll always remember what we had. I would rather have a handful of the greatest memories with you and deal with the separation later, than to have never given us a shot. I would rather live a life of "Oh Wells," than a life of "What If's." So what are you waiting for? Life is life, and it won't be fair. Life kills innocent people, but yet performs miracles. You can't predict the future; no one can. So please, PLEASE, just hear me when I say this: We can happen, and stop being so scared. College is coming, but don't let that worry you. I say we can make this work. Let's make this official, and I'll prove it to you(: