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♥Stranded in St. Augustines♥
chapter 17
6 months later
The months that
followed the day Tyson asked me out were comfortable. Not to
mention slow, but it didn't bother me. Tyson and I never
went past making out. That was only behing closed doors, and
only if we were alone. Neither Tyson or I liked the idea of
PDA. I mean holding hands, a hug or a kiss on the forehead
every now and then, sure. But a full fledged make out
session? Um, no.
I was still a virgin, and to be honest the idea of me not
being one scared me to death. We never talked about it, and I
was fine with that. But it was wierd. Everytime we watched a
movie and two people started going at it, an awkward tension
filled the room. You could tell it was radiating from me. So
that's why, while I was laying with Tyson in his bed one
saturday night, I decided to talk to him about it.
"Ty, can I talk to you about something?" I asked
nervously. I avoided meeting his eyes, and chewed on my
bottom lip like I always do when I talk about something that
embarasses me.
"OF course. What is it?"
"Well," I started. "We've been together
for a while now." I stopped. and silently cursed myself
for how stupid I sounded.
"Yeah." He said it sort of confused. I looked into
his eyes.
"And you're a guy right?" Tyson chuckled and
nodded.
"Yeah. What tipped you off?" I ignored his jibe and
continued.
"Well, how come we haven't... you know." He
looked at me for a second, confused. And then understanding
filled his eyes. He didn't say anything, so I kept going.
"I mean is there something wrong with me?" I looked
away from him when I said this. "Or do you just not want
to?"
"Oh, Lexi, no! That's not it at all! You silly
insecure girl. That's not the reason. I just don't
want to push you to do something you're not ready to do.
I'm a guy. I mean of course I want to, but only when
you're ready. I would not make you do something
you're not comfortable with." He pulled me close,
but was still looking in my eyes. "You need to stop
being so insecure." He kissed me on the nose. "You
have nothing to be insecure about. You're
beautiful." I smiled at him.
"Thank you." He rubbed my back slowly, and then his
eyes took on a new sparkle.
"Lexi?"
"Yeah, Ty?" He seemed unsure of wether or not he
should continue, but he did.
"I love you?" He said it like a question. Only
because he was unsure of what my reaction would be. He looked
at me hesitantly ready to say something to fix what he'd
just said. Then I grinned and he relaxed.
"I love you too, Ty!" He pulled me even closer, and
rested his cheek on my head. I stayed like that the rest of
the night. In Ty's arms. I even fell asleep, buried in
his chest, breathing in his scent of irish spring soap.
Sorry it took so long to update!! :P I've had so much
make up work to do. I still have some, but I figured I would
post a chapter! Oh and I just wanted to let you know, some
girl named SydneeySmilesx3 said I stole her collab story. I
was not aware that there was a collab story going on with the
same title and plot as mine. StillFlyy gave me the rights to
use the school name St. Augustines. I came up with the plot
by myself, and asked to use the school. She said yes. end of
story. I don't appreciate people telling me I stole
stuff I came up
with by myself!!!
~iLoveHimForeverAndAlways
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