I'm the big shot, i'm the jock that every guy wants to be, the guy that every girl wants. 
I'm The PLAYER. i didn't pick to be one, i was branded one. I have to act like i don't care if a girl breaks my heart, like i don't care that my best friend has just stolen the one girl i've ever had feelings for, i have to act as if i don't even care. I know it seems like I’m this strong person to everyone around me, someone who can get though anything, but inside I’m fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid ofis shattering. People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain.