Here It
Comes.
Here comes thatsinking feeling deep in
the core of your chest.
Here comes theheaving of your breath, your ribs start to
ache and fingers start to tremble. Here comes all
those creeping worries you thought ran out.
Here comes the breaking moment when thetears
start to stream, the shivers start to consume you and the
throbbing pain in your head becomes
unbearable.
In this moment,you getlost and become unsure if you even
want to be found. In this moment decide that
nothing is worth living for. In this moment you want
nothing more than to crawl into someone's arms and be
completely vulnerable. Even when
vulnerability has never really worked for you. In
this moment nothing is important and yet so is
everything. Every word someone says to you,
every action toward you, every movement you
do and don’t make; word you do and
don’t say.
And here it all comes, that feeling you thought
you had forgotten
