Some people have problems because they want to be happy, but they're so sad that they can't.
Me? No, my problem is that I don't want to be happy, & whenever I get off my natural high of being happy, I get mad at myself for being happy.  It makes no sense. I feel like happiness is such a shallow emotion, like it's a drug that takes you out of real life. I want to stay depressed & never laugh again. If I wanted to be happy, I would find a way to be, but I don't want to be happy at all.