Everyone thinks I
have everything together. Well I don't. My life isn't
as great as everyone thinks, and the smile I always wear?
Yeah, it's fake. I'm not happy anymore, even my dad
says he wants his daughter back. The sad part is, I never went
anywhere. I wanna go somewhere, do something with my
life, but I'm stuck here. As messed up as it is, I'm 14 and
I want kids. It's something I've always wanted, but I would
never tell anyone that. I'm weird enough as it is. All I
wanna di is get away from everything and start
over. I guess the fact that my dad wants to move to North Carolina
soon is a good thing huh? Maybe I'll maybe find love down
there, or maybe moving will be the incentive I need to lose weight.
all I know is I don't wanna move, not
now, and almost not ever, but it might be for the best. People
may miss me, but they'll move on. The only people I
don't wanna leave are my family, my close close
friends, and my crush. I guess if I move, things might get
better, hopefully? Only time will tell from
here..........
Everyone thinks I have everything together. Well I don't.
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Oct 10, 2011 4:53pm
