honestly... im starting to think that 11:11 just dosent work anymore...

  ive been wishing for you for almost 3 years, and youve never loved me the way you say, youve lied, cheated, hated, hurt, and done anything it takes to hurt me, and ive done nothing to ever hurt you, ive done everything youve asked or wanted. ive loved you more than anything, ive lied for you and id die  for you, and sience youve been so bad to  me i have to tell everyone that i dont want you, i hate lieing. i need you, and i know i cant ask for you.