he's my cousin's best friend, he's one of those friends that is like a part of the family. I see him every year at most of the more important holidays. He's three years older than me and is in college. He has a girlfriend, but it doesn't seem like they're going to be together for much longer. My aunt and my cousin's girl friend know I have a thing for him, but I don't think he actually does. He's just so charming and nice and funny and just a really good guy. I can't help, but think in about five years, we could be together. Is that messed up? lol