I'm your baby. You
don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're
going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell
you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it
yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only
child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to
grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll
help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when
I grow up. ...
... You found out about me
today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell
everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first
face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see
in my life. I know it already. ... Today was the day you told
Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't
happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you
noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I
understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay.
Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you
fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was
okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy.
That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel
good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you
again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It
wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you?
I don't like it, Mommy. ... ... ... ...
... Finally, you can see me!
Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of
me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were
so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful
voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just
wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for
you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my
heart.
I can move my hands and
feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly
to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you,
Mommy.
Daddy came to see you
today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he
wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I
don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you
again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't
let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I
don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think
he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us.
He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me,
Mommy?
You didn't talk to me
tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It's been three days
since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me
or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is
when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side.
And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again.
Why don't you do that when you're awake, any
more?
I'm 21 weeks old
today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It
looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up,
Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am.
I can't wait.
...Mommy, I'm getting
scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what
you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really,
really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will
feel safe again. I love you!
Mommy, what are they
doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad!
Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!
Don't worry Mommy,
I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me
what you did, and they said it's called an
abortion.
Why, Mommy? Why did you
do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me?
I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong,
Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to
me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see
you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you
enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live
smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a
doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again!
I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I
love you!
qpsbg57 · 1 decade ago
that was already on here awhile ago before you had a witty lol
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