people say no guy is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry. people say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. people say true love is like a fairy tale. but they don't tell you that sometimes your true love will make you cry, and sometimes your love will seem lost. but they're right about one thing. love is like a fairy tale because you have to over come all obstacles to make your own happy ending. hi. my name is britney. im thirteen i have loved, been loved, hated, and been hated many times before. i've been pushed around like a fool to many times to count. my life was full of betches who couldnt care less about me, or my life. everyone in my family hated me [still do] except for my brother. i fell into depression, i cut, burned, attempted suicide. many times. and after each time i fell lower and lower down than i ever was. i thought that killing myself was the only possible thing to do to make me feel better. if you saw me back then, i was so upset. i was afraid to look anyone in the eyes. my friends and people at school knew about everything that happened and some people "tried" to help, but it didnt work. because i was pushing them away. if i could re start my life, fresh. i would. because i honestly regret making those mistakes. my friend kept telling me to go with her to a teacher or someone for help, and finally i did. i took the step, initiative and i talked to someone. i feel so much better now. i havent cut for 7 months. and now, since my life is partially better and cleared i am trying to help other people realise how beautiful life is. if anyone of you feel down, please please just talk to me, i wont judge you or make fun of you. im not someone who just wants to hear all the latest gossip, i just want to help. even if you make another account with a fake name thats fine. just talk to me and i will always be here for you.