my last status on facebook was;
 

                                                              Courtney Hargreaves
                                                              i don't feel like myself anymore.
                                                              i feel like i put on a big show to lie to everyone & myself.
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no one, not even my best friend asked me what was wrong. 
but who did? 
my best guy friend.

& people wonder why i'm falling for him..