okay, look.
 
i hate myself.
i know, you've heard that a million times.
('ah, i'm so ugly and fat but i've had 793628548 boyfriends
and everyone loves me!'
i've never had a boyfriend.
or a guy friend, for that matter.
and alot of people hate me.
ALOT.)
but everytime i say it, and people go, 'but you're sooo pretty!'
that makes me feel worse.
because i know it's not true.
it means that they feel bad enough for me to lie to me.
oh, and, i can name people who have called me ugly to my face:
Jackson Childress, Jackson Stanton, Carley Savage, 
Morgan Elizabeth Mumford, Cassie Lynn Kriparos, Elizabeth Schweighardt,
and Haley Smith.

THIS YEAR.

i swear, if i didn't have my best friend, lyxy, (who i swear is the prettiest
person i know,)
i would've killed myself:

MARCH 25TH.
2011.