but today, 
i started again,

i can't say i'm proud,
but damn this feels good.

the pain,
the pleasure,
i know the risks,
but yet i do it anyway,
why do i hurt myself like this?
oh yeah,

because in one week,

you went from 'I love you'

to 'get the f**k out of my life'

big change isn't it?









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all the way through,
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