& i'll never tell
you the truth. the truth about whether i really am doing those bad
things or not. because if i'm not,
you'll just keep cutting. & if i am, you will anyway.
nothing i can do will stop you. but in the long run, you're
going to regret it. you're going to think it was dumb and
pointless and useless. just like i did. it is obviously not making
things better. try something less...life
ruining. like the butterfly project. or maybe snapping
your hair tie on your wrist like i used to. it helps. a
lot. just please, please promise me you'll try. and stick to it
too. & maybe someday, never go back to it. i know you
don't want this for yourself. & i don't want it for you
either. i'd take all that pain for you in a
heartbeat. but if it's still about boys, it's
p.o.i.n.t.l.e.s.s.
--- what i want to say to my friend.
she won't listen anyway.
& i'll never tell you the truth. the truth about whether
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