For a while I thought...
Wow  I really want a boyfriend...
[[Sounds desperate. Right???]]
Finally I got one I thought he was amazing...
But it turned out we didn't talk much and it was awkward...
We decided to just be friends...
It turns out we became better friends...
So after a break up it isn't always true that you will hate each other...
Also the other thing I realized is right now im 13...
I don't need boyfriends till I get older, yes I will like boys still but...
Right now I should live life and do different things...
Do things for MYSELF.

**its not great haha just felt like typing it down...if you dont like it dont even bother to rate low.