This isn't a quote i just really need to vent. Every night I cry. Nothing is right anymore. I barely remember the next time i was ACTUALLY fine. I have to lie and put on that fake smile, when all i'm really holding back tears. not even ice cream or chocolate can help anymore. i haven't seen my best friend all summer, only once, and for a short period of time. every time we make plans, i get all excited, and then she ends up not being able to. she is going on vacation in 3 days and she is to busy hanging out with her summer friends, not her best friend. i like a boy who is leaving in 3 days and he isn't texting me and everytime he does, he stops texting in the middle of the conversation. i like him alot, and i'm just setting myself up for heartbreak. my parents are to busy and stressed for me, my sister is always with friends, and my brothers are also busy. every night i'm left by myself, and i get in sweatpants and just cry on the floor, every night. and no one knows. everyone is too busy for me. i feel unimportant, sad, invisible, weak, broken, and lonely.

thank you so much for taking the time to read this. at least some people take the time to care.