pimples, trying to fit in, worrying about my weight, self-conciousness, throwing up, cutting, crying, screaming, bingeing, purging, pain, heart break, deaths, fights, no self esteem, no confidence, always worrying what people think, bad hair, being made fun of,  trying to be accepted, wishing people would like me, hoping that someone may see more to me, depression, being judged, always worrying if what im wearing looks okay, thinking why cant i be as pretty as her or why cant as many boys like me as many as her, wishing i could be perfect, why arent i good enough..