.
"Nora
Im so
sorry. I love you, I really do." Ryan stopped tracing
the bruises on my hip and pulled my shirt back
down.
"Its okay, really." who was i kidding? it was not
okay. but maybe this time he would actually change. I did
love him and he loved me back.
Ryan started the car and pulled out of the parking lot.
"How about you come over and watch a movie?" I know
Kelsie would think im completely stupid for letting him
come back over. But although Ryan hurt me he always made me
feel better. That was most of the time.
"Are you sure Nora?" Ryan glanced over at me and
put his hand on my thigh.
"Yeah," i carefully took his hand and traced the
lines on his palm.
Ryan pulled into my drive way and quickly got out to open my
door. He grabbed my hand gently and led me inside.
"What movie do you wanna watch?" Ryan clicked
through the channels and finally decided on Charlie St.
Cloud.
"I love this movie." I told him while I sat down
next to him.
"I know, thats why i picked it." Ryan put his arm
around me which allowed me to snuggle into him.
"i'm really gonna try to change for you
nora.
I dont
ever want to lose you." Ryan pulled my hair back out of
my face and looked me into the eyes.
For the first time ever Ryan looked at me with love that I
could see.
I leaned in and kissed his perfect lips forgetting everything
that happened the night before.
The kiss was quickly interrupted when Ryans phone vibrated.
Ryan studied the text and then quickly got
up."im sorry i have to go." Ryan leaned back
down and kissed my forehead before he left.