A N D  I  R E M E M B E R ,

when i was love sick[♥]you block out everyone.

you feel so tired, because you haven’t slept in forever.

YOU KNOW THAT HE'LL BE IN YOUR DREAMS

{but you don't want to lay awake}

♥ c r y i n g   y o u r   e y e s   o u t   e i t h e r .

your starving but you cant eat, because you're starving for him

and ever memory just leaves a bigger hole in your heart.

even your clothes, remind you of him//

what you wore when you hung out together.

♥ you can still smell him all over them

even though his scent hasn't been there in a while.

you wish his scent would be stuck on you

but you know you'd be pulling at your skin,

{trying to get him off you}

you're online, he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away.

♥ but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything.

you stop talking to your friends, and they get worried,

and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse.

because they think they know //

BUT THEY DON’T HAVE A DAMN CLUE.