I hate how you act like im nothing. We were betsfriends. I liked you. EVERYONE said you liked me, but i didn't believe them. But i started too. Why did you have to do this? I jsut don't get it at all. Your gonna be fine. While i'm not. I was just another girl to add to your list. You didn't care, you never did. Silly me to think that you did.  I'm gonna remember this. You proably already forgot about me. I'm hurting inside but I'm not letting it show. I feel like crying but i can't. I hope you one day realize that thoes girls you liked, never liked you. I know that for a FACT. They were just messing with you. All thoes things i said to you, i meant them. I thought you did too. Boy was i SO wrong. Reading all thoes locked messages, I HATE realizing things have changed SO much. I don;t get how you could drop your 'Bestfriend' and someone you 'Loved' in a day. I wish we could go back to how they were. The day before you texted me 'leave me alone' i said i havent talked to you in forever you said 'well start' i said im trying too. i said i missed talking everyday and talking on the phone. you said 'i know'.I tried. You must not have cared as much as i thought you did. I appoligized when YOU should have. All my friends say i deserve better. And yeah, there right, but i want YOU. I thought you were diffrent, thats what you said. You said you were a good guy. I said all the good guys are either taken or gay. You said 'Im not taken or gay'. But your just the same. And it hurts. But your going on just fine while im hurting. I kept saying to myself, 'stop liking him, he'll never like a girl like you. Look at all the girls he liked, skinny, pretty, and no acne. Then look at me.' I was SO stupid to like you. Funny thing, i thought you liked me too. You got jealous when i said there were cute guys a cedar point. You made me say they were cuter than you. And they were. You flirted with me in school. I thought you liked me.


*  I know its long but read it if you want too. :p