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chapter one(:
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I woke up to a typical Saturday,
his arms were wrapped around my waist and I untangled myself from
him, trying my best not to wake him, I loved my life, I had the
best boyfriend In the world, the perfect apartment that looked
over new york, and just in general everything for me was perfect,
except for one thing, my boyfriend, Sergeant James Sydney, was
leaving in exactly 1 days and 8 hours, to go over sea’s for
10 months. I walked to my mirror and stared at myself, my long
brown hair fell to my shoulders and my green eyes were bright, my
eyes scanned the room, the plain white walls were scattered with
pictures and awards that belonged to James, the king bed sat in
the middle of the room and hanging on the door was his uniform, I
walked over to it and ran my fingers down the rough green
material, a tear ran down my cheek and I brushed it away quickly,
it was our one year anniversary today and I had to stay strong,
“ baby” he said, his blue eyes starred at me “
are you ok?” he whispered as he wraped his hands around my
waist and I put mine on his neck “as long as you’re
here” I said, as I pulled him in for a kiss, it started off
sweat but escalated quickly, his hand ran down my back, sending a
shock through my spine, “happy anniversary baby” he
said his lips brushing against my neck, “we’ll do
this later” I said smiling to myself, tonight was our
goodbye night. He grunted but agreed “ whatever you say
captain” he said, grabbing his suitcase bag from under the
bed and he grabbed all his army clothes, I couldn’t watch
him back, I cant stand to have him leave, “im already
starting to go crazy” I whispered to him “ trust me ,
your perfectly sane baby” “not for long” I said
my eyes watering as I blinked a mile a minute to keep the tears
from falling, I cant be alone, I thought.